My Society

Here I Go Again

Uh, such a BIG UH! I’m back, AGAIN. Yeah, again, another again, one of the several AGAINs.

So much has changed. I can feel that myself. The friends, the classmates, the people… whoever ever related to me. I know I’m kinda out of control, but I cannot be back and under control again. ‘Cuz I’m changed, and there’s no way back.

Things have changed, and people have been gone. It’s easy for me to feel that I am let alone. I’m so afraid of loneliness. I feel that I’ve got so much to say, but where do I start? These are things I’ll never say,though keeping them inside is sort of painful! Let bygones be bygones!

还好寂寞的时候有人陪，哈哈。这个人不是一般的人，也不是二班的人。贴两个图吧。

蔡淳佳 - 庆幸拥有蔡淳佳专辑（华纳）

Saturday Night Live (NBC)

听蔡淳佳的《倒爱》听了一晚上，吃药吃到肚子痛。歌词更撩人，唱到心痛。“我以为倒着流眼泪，不经过脸不伤悲……”看着手机里的回讯，躺在床上，突然也想试验这句歌词的意境。眼泪竟然真的流出来了，可能积蓄太多，经由一首歌就能简单的爆发了吧。有些人说了再见就不能再回头，否则可能就不是伤悲儿子所能表达的感受了吧。不过祝福还是要有的……（这句话已经说到烂熟……）

Saturday Night Live is my big big love. Each single show alway owns fancy cast. Familiar celebrities, super stars, oh my god! Am I too late to know the show? I should say that my English is not that good to know well of each word they say. But by the ones I know, I can say that the show is fantastic! Nobody gonna miss it!

P.S. Here I go again, I’m expecting the next AGAIN!

Be A Lazy One

懒到一定境界会有什么样的心理障碍？这个我还没体会到，但估计快了…… 于是选了积极的颜色，熟悉的语言。宝乐大爸说看不懂“英国历史”，所以我还是写一篇纯“钗腻子”的吧。不过，不好意思，题目还是鸟语，算了，懒得改…… 　　真想有人突然跳出来，指着我的鼻子，破口大骂：“磊子，你这个他妈的懒猪！没J8见过你这么懒的！”谁愿意做这样一个角色呢？田哥？他从来不训我，哪怕我特想他骂我一顿。再说我懒得找他的电话号，太多版本——承德版，沧州版，合肥版……唉……还谁？谁最恨我？欧买尬！不想了，太可怕！要不去找大哥？他脾气不太好，不过他是重量级选手，我怕他骂我骂出感觉对我动手，我还得白白让他打，谁让他是长孙，我是他弟弟！真不公平！算了，我还是自己骂自己吧！你这个扶不起的阿斗，懒鬼，白痴，傻蛋，懒死最好！

　　说实话，还是会很想念好多人，是真的懒不去联系，还是有别的原因。反正我是这个世界上最闲的人，怎么可以随便去打扰别人。更不可以把骂人的活计交给别人，叫别人做坏人，还是我在乎的人。而实际上，我也不是真正想被谁血淋淋的骂一场。（他奶奶的微软输入法，骂人的“骂”那么靠后，好几次都找不到！）否则这个小小愿望基本很容易就能满足了。写小说的呆兔说，看我像是一个容易欺负的人。也许说得没错，也许谁随便一个不是骂人的揶揄，就能让我伤心好久。长了个这种脑袋还真是累人的事儿。
　　同学推荐玩儿“植物大战僵尸”的小游戏，可能是实在无聊吧，第一轮很快就通关了。英语帮了不少忙，哈哈~哦，不要“英国历史”，收声！刹特 啊普！
　　抱着吉他说要写首歌，写到一半，发现我没有可以用来写成歌词的经历和心事，旋律估计也是听过的流行歌曲拼凑组合的山寨版，哈哈。也是吉他男太多了，就像凡宝说的——现在抱着吉他的都太山炮了！
　　听歌是最有效的消遣，遇到一首好歌，会各种兴奋。苦于没人分享，自己兴奋成傻子，在别人眼中，真有那么2么？唉，就当是吧，懒得问了……
　　照片是前几天去姥姥家路过玉米地时拍的，妈的，看见自己那懒样，自己都长气！唉，照片的注释是“英国历史”的。意思是：“懒虫正在车里，很明显他没有在开车，不是因为他懒得开，是因为他懒得学开车……”呃，我服了……

I’m NOT Being Me

说一些最近常在做的事儿吧。
OK. say something about what I’m doing.

最近关于本人晋升猥琐大叔的传闻，不用证实了，就是我自己放的风！当事人就是下面这张照片里的Nichkhun……
About my being (homo-)dirty these days, it is all because of the man in the picture bellow. His name is Nichkhun(닉쿤).

不想把日志弄得好长，哈哈。这图片的意思是最近的看书计划。
I don’t like the journal to be that long, so I shortened it. Pics above are about my f*cking reading plan.

这些都是买了好久好久，一直没看完的书了。哦，对了那本字典除外。看得最多的是方文山的那本诗集，虽然这些诗比外国人的小说还难懂些。说到外国的小说，我真是没有天赋，光是记人名就是件力气活，常常后面出现的人物以为是一位新人，其实早在第一页就有过交待……God！总是没有长性去坚持把书读完，哪怕是安徒生先生的那本童话故事。我太了解自己了，买书多半是为了摆设，哈哈。如果我真的静下心来仔仔细细读完一本的话，我可能就不是我了。不过觉得自己就像黄磊老师说的一样，像一只蠹虫，专门吃书里的只言片语，想吃哪就吃哪儿，也不用那么循章守矩的，倒还有另外的趣味。可能是我看那些速溶杂志看多了吧……
These are books that I bought long time ago. What’s worse is I haven’t finished any of them. The one I read the most is the Poem Collection of Fang Wenshan, though it is harder for me than the foreign novels. God, damn foreign novels, no more frustration please! Even the names can get me on my knees, they are too hard to remember! My poor perseverance on reading… Even Andersen’s fairy tales… I f*cking know myself, buying books is to show off. But, if I finish a book peacefully, maybe that’s not what I’m supposed to do. Maybe I’ve beening read so many instant magzines that even when I’m reading the books I’m still used to jumping here and there, like a bookworm eating whatever words I want…

音乐，是必不可少的。说听到这首歌，还是亏了닉쿤的机缘。因为닉쿤看了韩国的综艺节目《明星介绍的朋友》，因为看了这个节目听到了节目片尾走cast的歌曲。就是这首K.Will的一秒一滴。 Music is indispensable. This song apeared at the end of a Korean TV show. And the show invited Nichkhun as one of their special guests. 韩国的流行音乐似乎很久都是Wonder Girls和少女时代、Kara等女子团体的天下了。像K.Will这样的好声音似乎消失了一段时间。 When we talk about K-Pop, we seem habitually mean some dance-pop. We may first think of Wonder Girls, Girls’ Generation, Kara, Super Junior and so on. But K.Will doesn’t do dance-pop. Although he sings ballad, but that’s good for him. 这首歌收录在K.Will09年的新专辑[Dropping the Tears]里，也算是专辑的主打歌。 This song is included in his new album Dropping the Tears, and kinda hit. 很想学唱这首歌，唱得真的很有感情…… I wanna learn to sing it, I mean it!

我不喜欢韩国，但我也不讨厌韩国…… I’m vulgar, and I’m glad to be so…

呵呵，做一些不是“我”应该做的事，也许是因为我要表达些什么吧。就当给自己的想法一个小出口……
I'm not being me. I can feel that I'm way far from myself. But maybe I just wanna be so, and let all my thoughts out, and set them free...

Rainbow

Rainbow’s Song Katie Melua – Faraway Voice  Pete Yorn - EZ   We Shot the Moon – Please Shine   莫文蔚 - 爱情   藤田惠美 - Today   玉置浩二 - Friend   夏川りみ - 涙そうそう

Sleepy Cat

Sleepy Cat Sleepy Cat, Sleepy Cat, Where R U Sleeping at? Sleepy Cat, Sleepy Cat, U do no wrong. They won’t buy you a sleeping bed. U don’t care if U R thier favorite pet. It’s not the bed of roses. U R the friend to whose who’s homeless.

It’s been a long time since I updated on this site last time. Yepp, almost months, not weeks. The lyrics post above is adapted from “Smelly Cat”. It’s a simple little song, with only 3 chords. But Phoebe said it’s a hard song. I think she didn’t only mean that smelly cat is commiserable, but also the attitude in which we sing it. Only simple man can sing it well.       The picture, er, hah hah, I admit it isn’t good, or even worth not being glanced. But I want to be a simple man. And I expressed it through the picture. The world all aroud could not be colorful, but the heart may long for colorful life. Being a cheerful man is kinda ROCK. Just as the young singer Lu Guangzhong said, being able to eat breakfast is a ROCK thing!

YEAH~(Posing goat finger! Oh, and wishing he could win the Golden Melody Award tonight! 5 nominees!)

YEAH~ Rock ‘N Roll! YEAH~

      So, anyway, I am always imagining me being a cat. So that I can be both indifferent and flattering. And to the world, I can easily handle it, and I can search for a shelter, and I can keep clean no matter how dirty the outside is! Just be a sleepy cat, and a simple man!